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  <title>How to begin...</title>
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  <description>&lt;p style=&quot;margin: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;How do I&amp;nbsp;even start.&amp;nbsp; It&apos;s been... almost 5 years since I&apos;ve even attempted to write anything online for anyone other then chatting between myself and another.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I suppose the main driving force behind my wanting to start over, is to tell you all about one amazing person.&amp;nbsp; Her name is Irina (pronounced &apos;Eer-Ah&apos;)&amp;nbsp;as she was a russian national.&amp;nbsp; She moved to New zealand about 5 years ago, with her husband and settled in Auckland.&amp;nbsp; They had a daughter, named Lianne, who is 3 years old now.&amp;nbsp; Unfortunately the marrige broke up but they were still on good terms.&amp;nbsp; I met Irina through a mutual friend and we hung out now and again,&amp;nbsp;late nights sitting next to a fire eating cheese and crackers, while talking about all mannors of subjects.&amp;nbsp; She was the type of person who you just enjoyed being around as they were never intrested in being entertained, instead they always made their own entertainment.&amp;nbsp; &apos;Alive&apos; and all that.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Irina was also an amazing artist and photographer.&amp;nbsp; She had a good eye for what makes a excellent photo, and what she did with felt was quite intersting.&amp;nbsp; All in all an spectacular friend to have and a good person overall.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On New years eve, Janurary 1st, 2009, she attempted to cross the Dart river, in the Cascade saddle close to Queenstown New Zealand.&amp;nbsp; What happened next is not known, because her body has never been recovered, but it&apos;s assumed that she was caught by the waters and drown.&amp;nbsp; About 6 days later her pack was found further down river, damaged and obviously torn from her body.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She was a consumate oudoors tramper, very experianced in Kazakhstan. &amp;nbsp;And while she had crossed the Dart River once before, in much better conditions, this time conditions were much worse, rains, cold, flooding.&amp;nbsp; The river in question usually flowed around 80 cumecs (cubic meters per second)&amp;nbsp;and when she tried to cross it was flowing at around 700 cumecs.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sad fact is I knew her well enough to know... she would have taken one look at that river and with out a second thought tried to cross it, knowing her strength of will would be enough, and truely if that&apos;s all it did take, I&apos;de be talking to her again now instead of writing this entry.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s been 20 days now and the chances of her survival, despite being one incredibly tough and resolute woman, are astronomical.&amp;nbsp; In the end, I&apos;m not sorry that she&apos;s gone.&amp;nbsp; She lived a very full life and inspired those she was with.&amp;nbsp; What I am sorry for is that she won&apos;t be around to inspire others, to enrich everyone she was close to.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;That the world is denied what she might have accomplished and that her daugher will be raised with only a memory of what she was like, and not continually benifit from her strength.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I suppose that&apos;s all I&amp;nbsp;really have to say on the matter, a tribute to an amazing woman, and a good friend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here&apos;s to you Irina, you were awesome.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://palma.livejournal.com/&quot;&gt;http://palma.livejournal.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.irinayun.com/&quot;&gt;http://www.irinayun.com/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.flickr.com/photos/palma/&quot;&gt;http://www.flickr.com/photos/palma/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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